Haven’t been feeling too great.
Stressed over Bret Michaels health.
I have had blurry vision for a few hours. Hope it is only temporary. Had it before. It normally goes away the next day but on one occasion it lingered for a few weeks. Sugar has been erratic due to stress but it normal as I type this.
Also been having leg and foot cramps.
Found out that my insurance paid $5,076.00 for my new insulin pump. Bet they just love me!!!! LOL~ I owe nothing. Paid in full! I am so grateful.
Think I am about ready to date again. Been over 15 years. Having social anxiety hampers dating to say the least! Told John last night that I was gonna start talking to other men. Just don’t know what else to do. John and I will never be together. Way too many obstacles in our way. He and I are still gonna be best friends and he understands my loneliness. He is the best.
I have so many important life changing decisions to make. Just don’t know which way to turn. I ask the precious Lord Jesus to Guide me.
Rosie sees her hematologist tomorrow in regards to her abnormal labs, By looking at her labs alone you would think she has leukemia but I pray that is not the case. She has so many health issues as it is. I pray that Dr Huntsinger can explain what is happening and do more testing.
Pray for good weather tomorrow. So difficult to load and unload Rosie and her wheelchair when it is raining. Takes both me and Dad to do it… so all 3 of us get soaked.
I love my new shorter hair YET I am missing my long hair… so I ordered a flaming red ponytail wig. Use to wear wigs all the time. I get bored easily and love being able to change my looks.
Truly been praying for Bret day and night non-stop. Pray that he is resting well.Help the docs locate and stop the bleeding in his brain. Lord, help Bret make a speedy and total recovery.
I pray that Bret goes on to live a long health life so he raise his lovely daughters Raine Elizabeth and Jorja-Bleu. God, Be with the girls and comfort them.
Hope to hear a good report in regards to Bret tomorrow.
Gonna fiddle around on the PC awhile longer and then head to bed.
Love and Prayers to all,
~Angela Belle
